You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
This moment is perfect please don't go away
Tomorrow at the same time who will u be thinking about
There are many things I do not wish to forget about
You will always have a place in my heart and I hope I have one in your heart too
The silence isn't so bad till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly
It takes two to whisper quietly
The music playing on for only two
A life goes by romantic dreams must die so I bid mine goodbye
So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing that this ones not pretend
Without you its just an ordinary world
If time could find a way to turn around
I'm not your princess this aint my fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet lead her up the stairway
Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around
#Have fun guessing =)
Monday, January 24, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Something missing
I'm convinced you don't love me the same anymore...
We never talked for so long...
The first thing you did was try out an online game...
I thought you would want to talk with me... catch up with me...
Guess I was wrong...
Monday, December 13, 2010
Mind Your Own Business
I did not show up for work, is it your business to care? who do you think you are to scold me? you're just a reporter more senior than me by 2 months. Thats all.
I did not show up for work, is it your business to care? who do you think you are to ask questions about me? you're just an OLD reporter in the same department.
You both are not the boss of me.
Dont come scolding me then after that say you're only telling me this because I'm your friend. WTF.
Dont go around asking other interns whether I come from a rich family. WTF does that have to do with me not showing up for work?
If I do get scolding, it should be from the pissed off editors and not you. You are just a reporter, you have no rights over me.
Use your brain please. If I was that rich, would I be sitting in some crappy office on some crappy chair without my desk and my computer? If I was rich, shouldnt I be in MY OWN room with my own com in my family's company? Shouldnt you be working for me?
I shall get my lecture tmrw. And yes, it should be from the editors and not from you bitch. I dont want to hear you lecturing me. You're so worked up? what for? I can take it with you being as a friend, but you scolding me? what rights do you have? like seriously.
And even if I dont fucking work, YOU CANNOT PENALIZE ME! I had not received my pay yet. So why should I work? According to Malaysian labour law, employers are to give their employees their salary by latest 6th of each month. Whats the date today? 14th. Don't say salary, even claims I had not received. Why should I work for free? I signed a contract saying that throughout my internship here, you would give me an allowance of RM450. Since you broke your part of the deal, why should I keep to my part? You should be lucky I'm not bringing this to the worker's association and file a complaint.
So what if I dont show up for work? I've finished my work last week, Seb did not give me assignments, am I suppose to sit in the office and stone there? Stare into space? or act busy like I do every single fucking day?
Eversince I've been working there, I feel like crap. I honestly do. You just insult me to the lowest level. You call me stupid over a typo error. You say I'm giving a company free advertisement when I just wrote whats on the paper. You scold me till I cry and you don't give shit. Are you human? You don't pay me, Am I suppose to eat grass now?
Its ok, I'll bear with this stupid company for another 49 days. After which, I shall leave and never return, not even if you beg me to. Even if I see any of you on the street, I wont even bother saying Hi, except to a few people like Shashi, assuming she does not scold me tmrw, Bisme, his nice, Damien, his nice too, Regina, Shalini, Karu the interns and my only source of entertainment and buddies in the office and not forgetting, Yiliang and the photodesk people. Only these people truly Sayang me. As for Pauline, I thought you were my friend until you scolded me today.
Typical nosey bitches. Typical reporters. Think they can do anything they want.
# Her blog url was jlovesb1314, now her twitter says hubby come back when brice is returning tmrw. Could it be that I'm thinking too much and everything is just a mere coincidence? Or could my worse fears return to haunt me again? I texted Brice, he did not reply. Did he not reply because his china number ran out of credit, or is it because he cant bear to tell me the truth and see me hurt? I wont know till tmrw.
Gonna prepare my battle armour for tmrw. There will be alot of swords charging towards me. My god bro says I should just listen to their lecture, say sorry, then walk off. But I swear, if those two bitches are to poke their noses into this, I would just blow up. They have no bloody rights to step into my problem. Mind you own fucking business bitches!
I did not show up for work, is it your business to care? who do you think you are to ask questions about me? you're just an OLD reporter in the same department.
You both are not the boss of me.
Dont come scolding me then after that say you're only telling me this because I'm your friend. WTF.
Dont go around asking other interns whether I come from a rich family. WTF does that have to do with me not showing up for work?
If I do get scolding, it should be from the pissed off editors and not you. You are just a reporter, you have no rights over me.
Use your brain please. If I was that rich, would I be sitting in some crappy office on some crappy chair without my desk and my computer? If I was rich, shouldnt I be in MY OWN room with my own com in my family's company? Shouldnt you be working for me?
I shall get my lecture tmrw. And yes, it should be from the editors and not from you bitch. I dont want to hear you lecturing me. You're so worked up? what for? I can take it with you being as a friend, but you scolding me? what rights do you have? like seriously.
And even if I dont fucking work, YOU CANNOT PENALIZE ME! I had not received my pay yet. So why should I work? According to Malaysian labour law, employers are to give their employees their salary by latest 6th of each month. Whats the date today? 14th. Don't say salary, even claims I had not received. Why should I work for free? I signed a contract saying that throughout my internship here, you would give me an allowance of RM450. Since you broke your part of the deal, why should I keep to my part? You should be lucky I'm not bringing this to the worker's association and file a complaint.
So what if I dont show up for work? I've finished my work last week, Seb did not give me assignments, am I suppose to sit in the office and stone there? Stare into space? or act busy like I do every single fucking day?
Eversince I've been working there, I feel like crap. I honestly do. You just insult me to the lowest level. You call me stupid over a typo error. You say I'm giving a company free advertisement when I just wrote whats on the paper. You scold me till I cry and you don't give shit. Are you human? You don't pay me, Am I suppose to eat grass now?
Its ok, I'll bear with this stupid company for another 49 days. After which, I shall leave and never return, not even if you beg me to. Even if I see any of you on the street, I wont even bother saying Hi, except to a few people like Shashi, assuming she does not scold me tmrw, Bisme, his nice, Damien, his nice too, Regina, Shalini, Karu the interns and my only source of entertainment and buddies in the office and not forgetting, Yiliang and the photodesk people. Only these people truly Sayang me. As for Pauline, I thought you were my friend until you scolded me today.
Typical nosey bitches. Typical reporters. Think they can do anything they want.
# Her blog url was jlovesb1314, now her twitter says hubby come back when brice is returning tmrw. Could it be that I'm thinking too much and everything is just a mere coincidence? Or could my worse fears return to haunt me again? I texted Brice, he did not reply. Did he not reply because his china number ran out of credit, or is it because he cant bear to tell me the truth and see me hurt? I wont know till tmrw.
Gonna prepare my battle armour for tmrw. There will be alot of swords charging towards me. My god bro says I should just listen to their lecture, say sorry, then walk off. But I swear, if those two bitches are to poke their noses into this, I would just blow up. They have no bloody rights to step into my problem. Mind you own fucking business bitches!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Little Miss Pampered
Hubby Brice came to Msia and bought me loads of goodies *hearts*
Hubby bought me a limited edition Sony digital camera (pink) as well as some brand new cute looking lingerie from XIXILI and Piere Cardin :D
Pictures below were all taken using my brand new camera from hubby *hearts*
Hubby looks shoooo cute :D
This is what hubby ordered
MEEEEE :D
This is what I ordered :D
Look closely!!! You would actually notice how my hubby loves to mark his property XD
But most importantly, my hubby gave me a gift I will never forget.
What is that special gift you ask?
It cant be bought with money or fame, it has to come from the bottom of a person's heart.
My hubby gave me the ultimate gift, his forever lasting love and care.
I Love You hubby Brice
Hubby bought me a limited edition Sony digital camera (pink) as well as some brand new cute looking lingerie from XIXILI and Piere Cardin :D
Pictures below were all taken using my brand new camera from hubby *hearts*
Hubby looks shoooo cute :D
This is what hubby ordered
MEEEEE :D
This is what I ordered :D
Look closely!!! You would actually notice how my hubby loves to mark his property XD
But most importantly, my hubby gave me a gift I will never forget.
What is that special gift you ask?
It cant be bought with money or fame, it has to come from the bottom of a person's heart.
My hubby gave me the ultimate gift, his forever lasting love and care.
I Love You hubby Brice
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Deceit
I'm over your lies,
I'm over your games,
I'm over your drama,
So get out of my life.
You know who you are,
You know what you've done,
You know it hurts me,
But you're too obsessed with yourself.
So get out of my contacts,
And get out of my life,
I wont shed another tear for you,
I'll just sit back and enjoy how karma bites you in the ass.
=)
Yes, I'm a bitch.
I'm over your games,
I'm over your drama,
So get out of my life.
You know who you are,
You know what you've done,
You know it hurts me,
But you're too obsessed with yourself.
So get out of my contacts,
And get out of my life,
I wont shed another tear for you,
I'll just sit back and enjoy how karma bites you in the ass.
=)
Yes, I'm a bitch.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Massive outings
I've been going out quite often than usual this year. I dont know if its a good or bad thing. I have words I want to say out but then again it wouldnt be appropriate at all. Since when I become so un-outspoken? I dont know. Maybe I'll just wait and see what happens.
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