Friday, April 1, 2011

I have met my Mr. Right




Many people never seem to find the love of their lives and some others just let the chance slip through their fingers by doing something foolish. But as for me, I am blessed to have found someone who would understand me, someone who would see perfection at all my flaws, my Mr. Right.

You always see dramas saying quotes like "you'll know it if he/ she is the right one", and yes, you'll somehow know it. Don't ask me how I know he is the right one, I just do.

My Mr. Right is not tall, dark nor handsome. He is just like every other average guy living on planet Earth. The thing that differentiates him apart from the rest is how he loves me. Perhaps you could say we met by accident or you could say it was destined for us to be together. If it wasn't because of me being greedy wanting to upgrade my windows vista to windows 7 and causing maple to be unable to function on my laptop, I would not had migrate over to monster forest online and met my Mr. Right.

Not tall, average looking and average family background. Many people ask why I chose him. My answer is simple =) I feel happy when I'm with him. He makes me happy and we laugh about almost everything. When I'm angry at him, he always knows how to put a smile back on my face in less than an hour. He kisses me on the forehead before I sleep and when he wakes up. He holds and hugs me tight while comforting me when I'm afraid.

He protects me from danger's harm and always provide the support and guidance I need when I'm at my lowest. Just like my personal guardian angel. Yes, I am a girl with a temper, but he never once left when I screamed at him. Instead, he comes over and hug me, apologizing because of something small and silly.

My Mr. Right isn't good at surprises, but he tries his very best to surprise me and he is willing to go to great extents even if it means taking up his time, money and effort. He never tells me when he is broke because he does not want me to be worry. He always says I'm beautiful and cute when I'm not dolled up or looking very messy.

He wake up in the middle of the night just to cover the blanket for me making sure I don't catch a cold. He offers to piggy-bag me to the doctors when I'm not feeling well, cooks me porridge and feeds me too. When I cry, he holds me tight and wipes away my tears, reassuring me that everything will be ok.

Yes, that is what my Mr. Right is willing to do for me. That is why I chose him and not someone tall, dark, rich and handsome. Happiness isnt about money, fame, popularity or looks. It is about the little things in life that makes that moment so special.

Even though we're miles apart, you still make me feel like you're just right by my side. We understand each other's mind and thoughts by just staring into each other's eyes and smiling. Its like whispering with your eyes.

I am not afraid to tell the whole world that I love you. I want to see you at the other end as I walk down the aisle with the organ and violins playing "here comes the bride". I do not want to wake up one day regretting knowing that I was the one who let our love go. I want to set up a tree during Christmas and celebrate all my birthdays with you. Yes, I want to build a future together with you, and fill many memorable photo albums to tell the whole world what a happy couple we are.

And I'm proud to say I've found the love of my life, my Mr. Right, Low QianWen Brice. Happy 7 months anniversary. I will always love you. ♥ ♥ ♥


Monday, January 24, 2011

Guess the following songs :)

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

This moment is perfect please don't go away

Tomorrow at the same time who will u be thinking about

There are many things I do not wish to forget about

You will always have a place in my heart and I hope I have one in your heart too

The silence isn't so bad till I look at my hands and feel sad

Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly

It takes two to whisper quietly

The music playing on for only two

A life goes by romantic dreams must die so I bid mine goodbye

So close to reaching that famous happy ending

Almost believing that this ones not pretend

Without you its just an ordinary world

If time could find a way to turn around

I'm not your princess this aint my fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet lead her up the stairway

Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around

#Have fun guessing =)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Something missing


I'm convinced you don't love me the same anymore...
We never talked for so long...
The first thing you did was try out an online game...
I thought you would want to talk with me... catch up with me...
Guess I was wrong...

Monday, December 13, 2010

Mind Your Own Business

I did not show up for work, is it your business to care? who do you think you are to scold me? you're just a reporter more senior than me by 2 months. Thats all.
I did not show up for work, is it your business to care? who do you think you are to ask questions about me? you're just an OLD reporter in the same department.

You both are not the boss of me.
Dont come scolding me then after that say you're only telling me this because I'm your friend. WTF.
Dont go around asking other interns whether I come from a rich family. WTF does that have to do with me not showing up for work?

If I do get scolding, it should be from the pissed off editors and not you. You are just a reporter, you have no rights over me.
Use your brain please. If I was that rich, would I be sitting in some crappy office on some crappy chair without my desk and my computer? If I was rich, shouldnt I be in MY OWN room with my own com in my family's company? Shouldnt you be working for me?

I shall get my lecture tmrw. And yes, it should be from the editors and not from you bitch. I dont want to hear you lecturing me. You're so worked up? what for? I can take it with you being as a friend, but you scolding me? what rights do you have? like seriously.

And even if I dont fucking work, YOU CANNOT PENALIZE ME! I had not received my pay yet. So why should I work? According to Malaysian labour law, employers are to give their employees their salary by latest 6th of each month. Whats the date today? 14th. Don't say salary, even claims I had not received. Why should I work for free? I signed a contract saying that throughout my internship here, you would give me an allowance of RM450. Since you broke your part of the deal, why should I keep to my part? You should be lucky I'm not bringing this to the worker's association and file a complaint.
So what if I dont show up for work? I've finished my work last week, Seb did not give me assignments, am I suppose to sit in the office and stone there? Stare into space? or act busy like I do every single fucking day?

Eversince I've been working there, I feel like crap. I honestly do. You just insult me to the lowest level. You call me stupid over a typo error. You say I'm giving a company free advertisement when I just wrote whats on the paper. You scold me till I cry and you don't give shit. Are you human? You don't pay me, Am I suppose to eat grass now?

Its ok, I'll bear with this stupid company for another 49 days. After which, I shall leave and never return, not even if you beg me to. Even if I see any of you on the street, I wont even bother saying Hi, except to a few people like Shashi, assuming she does not scold me tmrw, Bisme, his nice, Damien, his nice too, Regina, Shalini, Karu the interns and my only source of entertainment and buddies in the office and not forgetting, Yiliang and the photodesk people. Only these people truly Sayang me. As for Pauline, I thought you were my friend until you scolded me today.

Typical nosey bitches. Typical reporters. Think they can do anything they want.

# Her blog url was jlovesb1314, now her twitter says hubby come back when brice is returning tmrw. Could it be that I'm thinking too much and everything is just a mere coincidence? Or could my worse fears return to haunt me again? I texted Brice, he did not reply. Did he not reply because his china number ran out of credit, or is it because he cant bear to tell me the truth and see me hurt? I wont know till tmrw.

Gonna prepare my battle armour for tmrw. There will be alot of swords charging towards me. My god bro says I should just listen to their lecture, say sorry, then walk off. But I swear, if those two bitches are to poke their noses into this, I would just blow up. They have no bloody rights to step into my problem. Mind you own fucking business bitches!

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Sunday, November 7, 2010

Little Miss Pampered

Hubby Brice came to Msia and bought me loads of goodies *hearts*

Hubby bought me a limited edition Sony digital camera (pink) as well as some brand new cute looking lingerie from XIXILI and Piere Cardin :D

Pictures below were all taken using my brand new camera from hubby *hearts*



Hubby looks shoooo cute :D



This is what hubby ordered



MEEEEE :D


This is what I ordered :D



Look closely!!! You would actually notice how my hubby loves to mark his property XD

But most importantly, my hubby gave me a gift I will never forget.
What is that special gift you ask?
It cant be bought with money or fame, it has to come from the bottom of a person's heart.
My hubby gave me the ultimate gift, his forever lasting love and care.

I Love You hubby Brice

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Deceit

I'm over your lies,
I'm over your games,
I'm over your drama,
So get out of my life.

You know who you are,
You know what you've done,
You know it hurts me,
But you're too obsessed with yourself.

So get out of my contacts,
And get out of my life,
I wont shed another tear for you,
I'll just sit back and enjoy how karma bites you in the ass.

=)
Yes, I'm a bitch.