There's a girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
There's a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she's looking back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
Something I could do
If I couldI would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she's feeling
The sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love will find you like before
When she's looking back at me
I know nothing really works that easily
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was somethingI could do
I can't believe it's what I see
That the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror
Is me
I can't believe what I see
The girl in my mirror is me
Ohh...is me
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do
Whether you like it or not, you have to go
Whether you like it or not, you have to break your promises
Whether you like it or not, you're getting married
Whether you like it or not, you're going to start a family
Whether you like it or not, I'll be left all alone
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
finally
Finally I got the time to blog lol... so this is what happened during the last few days.
19th march: I woke up early, took my bro to the lrt station to meet up with his friends to go Sunway Lagoon then i went searching around the area for kerosene and yarn... searched whole freaking morning... turned up with nothing so i gave up and smsed senior i couldnt find anything... Then, i headed home and went online to be with ricky i think then after that i started to pack for camp... pack halfway then only realised something.... my pants no pocket so where am i suppose to put my phone? think think think then i decided to wear my actual black pants with the top then save the other pretend black pants for the uniform and use the uniform pockets. That was the plan initially. then i waited.. and waited... and waited for my senior to come... 5 mins... 10 mins... one hour... one and a half hours... then i fell asleep. FINALLY he came after 2 hours =.=" but then it rained... so i decided to open the gate let him drive in... mana tau he so stupid still park outside.... ended up still have to walk in rain... then i put my stuff at the back then sat infront... all the time trying to keep myself as far from him as possible coz well... he has records of harrasing girls indirectly... but thankfully nothing happened throughout the journey. After we reached camp, we started preparing for campfire ady... then the stupid place no signal.. i walked left right center oso cant get signal... then C.mei came over and said, " ni zai zhe li yao zhao signal si yi jian hen ben de shi" i was like... true oso, then i gave up. after getting wood and stuff i headed over to the base to make the crown and sword (fake one la) its for the dubbing (dono how to spell) ceremony, its a ceremony where my u're promoted by the queen and stuff like that. so yea. Then after the members went for their jungle trekking, they came back and went for obstacle course and i headed over to go see see. then i walked alone to the canteen to check on the food since i'm in the culinary department oso. I lost my way there =.=" the place too big ady, ended up in some rural area all alone with a walkie talkie. So yea, i turned around and tried to find my way back, end up using the walkie talkie to ask haris to come get me lol. then we walked over to the canteen together to see the food. When i open the dishes, i saw this cute dish. its something like ikan bilis but waaay bigger than ikan bilis. so i asked haris what it was, he straight away said i'm city gurl =.=" he said, this one is ikan masin la, then i was like owh lol. so the food was settled and i called the committee over to the canteen to eat first coz they would be bz later. they all came and then we overheard some commitee members abusing their power to use the walkie talkies then things started to heat up. then after that was campfire then meeting. After meeting, the whole commitee planned for an emergency drill. at 0300, we started up fire and made sure there was lots of smoke and smoked the whole sleeping area to fake the whole thing. 0315, we sounded the sirens and blew all our whistles to wake all the memebers up, i blew and shake their tents lol. BUT, all of them somehow knew we were faking it so they took their own sweet time. they all assembled at the assembly ground and got scoldings. We had to made the thing look real so we made the thing sounded like there was a snake slithering around, we even sent some members to go pretend to find the snake. After that, we allowed the members to go back to their tents and sleep. By that time, 3 quarters of to committee was asleep already, except for the official ceremony department. I saw one of them almost dying already then asked her to go slp, i'll take over her shift. so yea, i did her job then stayed up the whole night to watch over the secretariat base coz apparently, everyone was asleep. someone had to stay awake just in case of anything rite :) then the next morning came. I missed you all the time...
march 20th- at 0530, i woke all the committee members up, but sadly, only 3 ppl responded =.=" then we blew the whisltles and sirens for morning call. then they assembled. we ordered them to pack up and stuff as the stupid breakfast was waaaay pass its time of delivery. then stuff went on normally. Then came the going back time... i was like shyt... same car as that senior again... sumore now he stinks =.=" then luckily, audrey asked chon kit and kok leong to go in the same car as me. although it was like 3 guys one girl, i felt much safer with them around. Then stupid senior asked me to sit infront.. i was like thinking... got two guys why u ask me to sit infront with u wor... then i was like ok nvm... nothing is gonna happen. so i got into the car, turned around to put the safety belt on... then all of a sudden, he go put is pouch on my lap! i froze there and then when i finally came to my senses, i was like err... what is this? then he said its my stuff la (like it was the most natural thing to do) then after saying that, he took off his tag and put it on my lap again... i was closing my eyes and calming myself down. the two guys behind was trying to distract him ady... then throughout the journey i didnt say much, soon i fell asleep coz i was really really tired. but i knew the boys were looking after me la. so we reached my house... just to realise nobody at home. so we ended up in school. then my aunt called and say the gate was open and the spare key is there. then my senior took me home... me, him, all alone in the car... u have no idea how scary it was... thank god on the way back, we saw two juniors, and i was like, let them come in la, they two later let ppl kidnap. he had no choice coz i quickly go press the hon lol. then i got home and my head hurt like hell, bathe and stuff, wanted to go to klcc... the momment i got to the lrt station, said hi to my friends, i fell straight and hit the ground. then my friends search my pocket for my keys, then ray carried me to my car and sent me home. (thanks ray) then i smsed my baby and we talked a little and i slept.
march 21st- I thought finally i can talk and be with my baby after so long of seperation... then... sigh... don wanna talk about it, so i slept more... then some stupid girl from dono what silly college come disturb me and say got some silly dono what ceramah... the whole time i wasnt paying attention oso... then i was like ok ok ok, put down the phone le, my aunt ask who is it, i was like looking at her, then i said, i dont know. then i walk back to my room and continue sleeping. i tossed and turned around then i noticed i was having fever. so i went get some panadol but yea... didnt work oso la... then ate dinner and came online type this blog le... muaks lao gong i miss u lots >.<
19th march: I woke up early, took my bro to the lrt station to meet up with his friends to go Sunway Lagoon then i went searching around the area for kerosene and yarn... searched whole freaking morning... turned up with nothing so i gave up and smsed senior i couldnt find anything... Then, i headed home and went online to be with ricky i think then after that i started to pack for camp... pack halfway then only realised something.... my pants no pocket so where am i suppose to put my phone? think think think then i decided to wear my actual black pants with the top then save the other pretend black pants for the uniform and use the uniform pockets. That was the plan initially. then i waited.. and waited... and waited for my senior to come... 5 mins... 10 mins... one hour... one and a half hours... then i fell asleep. FINALLY he came after 2 hours =.=" but then it rained... so i decided to open the gate let him drive in... mana tau he so stupid still park outside.... ended up still have to walk in rain... then i put my stuff at the back then sat infront... all the time trying to keep myself as far from him as possible coz well... he has records of harrasing girls indirectly... but thankfully nothing happened throughout the journey. After we reached camp, we started preparing for campfire ady... then the stupid place no signal.. i walked left right center oso cant get signal... then C.mei came over and said, " ni zai zhe li yao zhao signal si yi jian hen ben de shi" i was like... true oso, then i gave up. after getting wood and stuff i headed over to the base to make the crown and sword (fake one la) its for the dubbing (dono how to spell) ceremony, its a ceremony where my u're promoted by the queen and stuff like that. so yea. Then after the members went for their jungle trekking, they came back and went for obstacle course and i headed over to go see see. then i walked alone to the canteen to check on the food since i'm in the culinary department oso. I lost my way there =.=" the place too big ady, ended up in some rural area all alone with a walkie talkie. So yea, i turned around and tried to find my way back, end up using the walkie talkie to ask haris to come get me lol. then we walked over to the canteen together to see the food. When i open the dishes, i saw this cute dish. its something like ikan bilis but waaay bigger than ikan bilis. so i asked haris what it was, he straight away said i'm city gurl =.=" he said, this one is ikan masin la, then i was like owh lol. so the food was settled and i called the committee over to the canteen to eat first coz they would be bz later. they all came and then we overheard some commitee members abusing their power to use the walkie talkies then things started to heat up. then after that was campfire then meeting. After meeting, the whole commitee planned for an emergency drill. at 0300, we started up fire and made sure there was lots of smoke and smoked the whole sleeping area to fake the whole thing. 0315, we sounded the sirens and blew all our whistles to wake all the memebers up, i blew and shake their tents lol. BUT, all of them somehow knew we were faking it so they took their own sweet time. they all assembled at the assembly ground and got scoldings. We had to made the thing look real so we made the thing sounded like there was a snake slithering around, we even sent some members to go pretend to find the snake. After that, we allowed the members to go back to their tents and sleep. By that time, 3 quarters of to committee was asleep already, except for the official ceremony department. I saw one of them almost dying already then asked her to go slp, i'll take over her shift. so yea, i did her job then stayed up the whole night to watch over the secretariat base coz apparently, everyone was asleep. someone had to stay awake just in case of anything rite :) then the next morning came. I missed you all the time...
march 20th- at 0530, i woke all the committee members up, but sadly, only 3 ppl responded =.=" then we blew the whisltles and sirens for morning call. then they assembled. we ordered them to pack up and stuff as the stupid breakfast was waaaay pass its time of delivery. then stuff went on normally. Then came the going back time... i was like shyt... same car as that senior again... sumore now he stinks =.=" then luckily, audrey asked chon kit and kok leong to go in the same car as me. although it was like 3 guys one girl, i felt much safer with them around. Then stupid senior asked me to sit infront.. i was like thinking... got two guys why u ask me to sit infront with u wor... then i was like ok nvm... nothing is gonna happen. so i got into the car, turned around to put the safety belt on... then all of a sudden, he go put is pouch on my lap! i froze there and then when i finally came to my senses, i was like err... what is this? then he said its my stuff la (like it was the most natural thing to do) then after saying that, he took off his tag and put it on my lap again... i was closing my eyes and calming myself down. the two guys behind was trying to distract him ady... then throughout the journey i didnt say much, soon i fell asleep coz i was really really tired. but i knew the boys were looking after me la. so we reached my house... just to realise nobody at home. so we ended up in school. then my aunt called and say the gate was open and the spare key is there. then my senior took me home... me, him, all alone in the car... u have no idea how scary it was... thank god on the way back, we saw two juniors, and i was like, let them come in la, they two later let ppl kidnap. he had no choice coz i quickly go press the hon lol. then i got home and my head hurt like hell, bathe and stuff, wanted to go to klcc... the momment i got to the lrt station, said hi to my friends, i fell straight and hit the ground. then my friends search my pocket for my keys, then ray carried me to my car and sent me home. (thanks ray) then i smsed my baby and we talked a little and i slept.
march 21st- I thought finally i can talk and be with my baby after so long of seperation... then... sigh... don wanna talk about it, so i slept more... then some stupid girl from dono what silly college come disturb me and say got some silly dono what ceramah... the whole time i wasnt paying attention oso... then i was like ok ok ok, put down the phone le, my aunt ask who is it, i was like looking at her, then i said, i dont know. then i walk back to my room and continue sleeping. i tossed and turned around then i noticed i was having fever. so i went get some panadol but yea... didnt work oso la... then ate dinner and came online type this blog le... muaks lao gong i miss u lots >.<
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Title-less
15 March 2009, Sunday, 21:52. Marks the day where i made an important decision. What decision it is, nobody needs to know. Its for the better thats all I'm willing to say.
To Debra :
Debra, you're a big girl now. You can't always make everything go your way. Thats life. There are always ups and downs. Just remember, dont be silly and do some childish acts. When life slams a door infront of you, another door opens. Don't think too much. Just enjoy the time left. Rest those eyes of yours and prepare for the future. The decision might not be what you want, but its the only solution. Time will heal everything. You're a strong girl, you'll be fine in awhile.
To Debra :
Debra, you're a big girl now. You can't always make everything go your way. Thats life. There are always ups and downs. Just remember, dont be silly and do some childish acts. When life slams a door infront of you, another door opens. Don't think too much. Just enjoy the time left. Rest those eyes of yours and prepare for the future. The decision might not be what you want, but its the only solution. Time will heal everything. You're a strong girl, you'll be fine in awhile.
From: Debra
Saturday, March 14, 2009
i kena tagged... so yea...
Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My darling hubby Ricky <3
How tall are you?
I'm not sure, just know I'm shorter than Casey =P
Who was the last person you called?
My 3rd aunty to tapao food back lol
Who was the last person to call you?
My baby Ricky <3
Who was the last person to text you?
Why you like to ask the questions with same answer =.="
What were you doing at 12am last night?
Probably chatting with my lao gong <3
What are you wearing right now?
How sure are you I'm wearing something lol... ok la... singlet and shorts
What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Erm lol... something someone said about imagining that its a banana lol =P
What is your favorite ice cream?
BR, Haagendaz..... =P
How's your heart lately?
So far its still in one piece
Will this weekend be a good one?
Up till now... I can say it totally sux... I cant spend much time with the one i love
Who can always cheer you up?
My godbrother
The last song you heard?
White horse by Taylor Swift (its nice lol)
Is there places you'd like to visit?
Paris in France, Hawaii in USA, HongKong China... I wanna go shopping lol
Something interesting happen lately?
Quite a number of things happened actually... I learned that a seahorse can rawr lol
Where did you go today?
High school canteen for breakfast (yuck), Laksa Shack for lunch (made me have tummy ache) homecook meal at home for dinner (yummy)
What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
My boy boy Ricky <3
What did you do last night?
Sort out some of my clothes... i have 200 clothes at least and finally yesterday i got the time to start sorting... Then chat with my husband then sleep la
What is the most important part of your life?
My memories lor... you asked part, not people =P
What would you rather be doing right now?
Be next to him, be it talk, hug or kiss... just wanna be with him... even if its just 10 mins... i'm happy already... even if it means exchanging my life for the chance to happen :)
What did you last cry over?
Some silly stuff that happened this evening... Hey i'm PMS-ing la... what u expect?
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Ice cream cures all pain... junk food lol
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Loyalty
What are you worried about?
College orientation... dono how to tell the lecturers to excuse me for camp lol
What are you looking forward to most in this week?
tmrw i guess... its the only day left this week!
Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Theres a word called "loyal" in my dictionary at all times
Have you ever had your heart broken?
All the time
Have you ever been out of the country?
yesssss
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Well its like a routine... it happens every once in awhile :p
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Duhhh... Its high school... what do u expect?
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
YEA
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Baby board books count ar? =P
Who was the last person you kissed?
My baby on the phone (muaks)
Who was your first crush?
First crush Julian, First love Ricky <3
Who is the last person you freaked out on?
The three sisters who thought they were the prettiest living things on earth... showing off and stuff... seriously omfgwth
Who did you last hug?
Yvonne
When was your last shower?
2 hours ago?
When was the last time you cried?
In the evening
When did you last go to the movies and with who?
I seriously dont remember.... I think it was the premier for Jumper, or was in premier for dark knight... or was it premier for Babylon A.D.... whichever one thats the later movie lol
Where did you last go?
Giant i guess lol... to buy camp stuff
Where do you go to school?
IACT
Where is your favorite place to be?
Out in the rain
Where did you sleep last night?
stupid question... of course in the room la....
Do you like someone right now?
I like everyone but i only love HIM <3
Do they like you too?
How i know jeh
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
All the time... Every second of Every minute everyday....
Do you know the muffin man?
Muffintear i know la lol... muffinman my husband ar :p
Does the future scare you?
I admit... yes....
Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Because they're the best lol
Why did you get a myspace?
The reason is kinda funny actually.... I wanted to add someone so i could get updates so i purposely go create an account... And then... the next hour i forgot my username and password, so yea... there goes my myspace lol
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Because its uncommon? and sadly it rhymes with zebra =.="
Why are you doing this survey?
Kena tagged la
If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
hmmm.... The power to bend people's mind according to my needs
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Yea. The date i was borned.
If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
Can i bring someone instead? lol... just me you and an whole island to ourselves :D
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
no way... once gone, dont look back.... thats what i believe in lol
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Yeaaa...why not? its cool to shave ur head lol+ u get to save the person u love, its just hair, it'll grow back
Are you happy with your life right now?
iheartmylife
My darling hubby Ricky <3
How tall are you?
I'm not sure, just know I'm shorter than Casey =P
Who was the last person you called?
My 3rd aunty to tapao food back lol
Who was the last person to call you?
My baby Ricky <3
Who was the last person to text you?
Why you like to ask the questions with same answer =.="
What were you doing at 12am last night?
Probably chatting with my lao gong <3
What are you wearing right now?
How sure are you I'm wearing something lol... ok la... singlet and shorts
What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Erm lol... something someone said about imagining that its a banana lol =P
What is your favorite ice cream?
BR, Haagendaz..... =P
How's your heart lately?
So far its still in one piece
Will this weekend be a good one?
Up till now... I can say it totally sux... I cant spend much time with the one i love
Who can always cheer you up?
My godbrother
The last song you heard?
White horse by Taylor Swift (its nice lol)
Is there places you'd like to visit?
Paris in France, Hawaii in USA, HongKong China... I wanna go shopping lol
Something interesting happen lately?
Quite a number of things happened actually... I learned that a seahorse can rawr lol
Where did you go today?
High school canteen for breakfast (yuck), Laksa Shack for lunch (made me have tummy ache) homecook meal at home for dinner (yummy)
What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
My boy boy Ricky <3
What did you do last night?
Sort out some of my clothes... i have 200 clothes at least and finally yesterday i got the time to start sorting... Then chat with my husband then sleep la
What is the most important part of your life?
My memories lor... you asked part, not people =P
What would you rather be doing right now?
Be next to him, be it talk, hug or kiss... just wanna be with him... even if its just 10 mins... i'm happy already... even if it means exchanging my life for the chance to happen :)
What did you last cry over?
Some silly stuff that happened this evening... Hey i'm PMS-ing la... what u expect?
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Ice cream cures all pain... junk food lol
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Loyalty
What are you worried about?
College orientation... dono how to tell the lecturers to excuse me for camp lol
What are you looking forward to most in this week?
tmrw i guess... its the only day left this week!
Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Theres a word called "loyal" in my dictionary at all times
Have you ever had your heart broken?
All the time
Have you ever been out of the country?
yesssss
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Well its like a routine... it happens every once in awhile :p
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Duhhh... Its high school... what do u expect?
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
YEA
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Baby board books count ar? =P
Who was the last person you kissed?
My baby on the phone (muaks)
Who was your first crush?
First crush Julian, First love Ricky <3
Who is the last person you freaked out on?
The three sisters who thought they were the prettiest living things on earth... showing off and stuff... seriously omfgwth
Who did you last hug?
Yvonne
When was your last shower?
2 hours ago?
When was the last time you cried?
In the evening
When did you last go to the movies and with who?
I seriously dont remember.... I think it was the premier for Jumper, or was in premier for dark knight... or was it premier for Babylon A.D.... whichever one thats the later movie lol
Where did you last go?
Giant i guess lol... to buy camp stuff
Where do you go to school?
IACT
Where is your favorite place to be?
Out in the rain
Where did you sleep last night?
stupid question... of course in the room la....
Do you like someone right now?
I like everyone but i only love HIM <3
Do they like you too?
How i know jeh
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
All the time... Every second of Every minute everyday....
Do you know the muffin man?
Muffintear i know la lol... muffinman my husband ar :p
Does the future scare you?
I admit... yes....
Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Because they're the best lol
Why did you get a myspace?
The reason is kinda funny actually.... I wanted to add someone so i could get updates so i purposely go create an account... And then... the next hour i forgot my username and password, so yea... there goes my myspace lol
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Because its uncommon? and sadly it rhymes with zebra =.="
Why are you doing this survey?
Kena tagged la
If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
hmmm.... The power to bend people's mind according to my needs
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Yea. The date i was borned.
If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
Can i bring someone instead? lol... just me you and an whole island to ourselves :D
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
no way... once gone, dont look back.... thats what i believe in lol
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Yeaaa...why not? its cool to shave ur head lol+ u get to save the person u love, its just hair, it'll grow back
Are you happy with your life right now?
iheartmylife
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Pressies
Yesterday i went around One Utama to get some gifts for someone :p walked and walked and walked then finally decided what to get. After that, i headed to a few of my usual stores to see if got discounts or sales (typical girl shopping la). stopped by at baskin robbins to get my ice cream then walked over to Forever 21. found some really cute bangle looking stuff but didnt buy them coz well... i dont know how to match them with outfits... i suck at accesorizing... then headed over to nichii, i saw the exact same pair of heels i bought last december, now the price was like slashed half. I cursed non stop lol. Next i headed over to Momoe, got myself a belt, and some other stuff i cant remember. then i went for lunch at sushi king. The standard there is like so.... compared to last time, this time was crappy. The food was sucky too... kinda regreted choosing sushi king, this one guy saw me alone then sat next to me and tried to stir up a conversation. he kinda annoyed me so i asked the waitress to change my place :D then after that i continue walking here and there, found the perfect boxes and ribbons for the presents and oso a shop that offers those name making bracelets necklace thingy (no i didnt get one for myself). Then, I went over to MPH to find the last installment of a book i'm been reading... only to know that the book is too new and they don have that book yet =.=" that girl ask me to come back in a few months time =.=" after that i walked back over to jusco coz i noticed i got jusco vouchers i havent use... so i think and think and think... dono what to buy... then i finally decided. I got some sushi for my bro, he likes sushi lol. After that i went home then bathe then went online, chat awhile with friends for suggestions, then dinner then night time i only realise i didnt actually went to MNG and Zara to browse for clothes and i totally forgot about Mini toons... i was suppose to go there to find my voodoo doll (its a fake voodoo doll la, it has lots of characters and kinda cute :p) I tried the Sunway branch but they didnt have the character i want. I used to have that character but someone took it without asking *sob sob* if i'm not mistaken, the character's name is "her-my-nee" the blue witch sitting on a broom lol... i went online, played maple awhile then i saw this cute game my bro playing... SPORE or something like that, you basically create ur own kingdom. u start off as an organism then u slowly make friends and eat other monsters lol. then i got tired and lied on my bed, thinking of all the happy memories we shared :) then think here think there, morning ady =.=" muaks lao gong <3
(the presents)
Saturday, March 7, 2009
great hotel... sucky food
I went to Shangri-la hotel with a few friends today... thought the food would be great there coz well it is Shangri-la rite... besides... i had discounts so no harm trying rite lol... As soon as i reached Lemon Gardens (or something like that... its a restaurant in the hotel) i noticed something... no doubt the atmosphere is good, but the variety of food is so... blegh >.< We booked a table before we went so we were kinda grateful as the place had many many ppl... Now about the food.... I was so so so so dissapointed when i walked around the buffet area... i expected more but it was like erm.... u get the idea rite? so i walked over to the jap section.... then i looked... and looked... and look... the raw salmon was like...... really no comment... then the sushi looked nice so i took two to try... when i put it in my mouth..... the rice was so so so hard... then i had some oysters... then took a small crab and prawn... tasteless... totally tasteless and not fresh... then i headed over to the italian section, had some pasta... i guess it was ok... then i headed to the dessert part. I took lots of marshmallows lol then dipped it into the chocolate fountain, got some strawberries and did the same, then went over to the ice cream and cake.. that basically concludes the buffet... and mind u the original cost for an adult for this stupid buffet is RM90++... so totally not worth it rite... then after that... i drove back home... got a splitting headache so yea i kinda speed a little to cut the time taken home... then as soon as i reached home, i dropped down on my bed and slept, felt much much better after i woke up but i still have a headache la... then i had soup for dinner as i didnt wanna have a heavy meal, coz i predict i'm getting fever soon lol... then i'm now here :) love you darling muaks muaks <3
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
smile?
sigh... the only reason i actually allowed u to take leave on tuesday was because i thought u would be alone doing the license thingy... but then u told me she'll be following around too... that sorta broke my heart but i had to keep myself together and continue laughing around while talking to u coz i didnt want u to get worried or moody or sad... these few days i keep thinking... what if ur license expired ady.. and u got fired... will her parents still want her to marry u?sometimes it really hurts me so much to hide my pain and still smile for u... sometimes i ask myself if its really worth it... you said you're with her because you pity her... you rather choose to be with a girl you pity than choosing to be with a girl u love... i wonder what is my position to you in your heart... whose going to pity me then... every now and then i feel really tired of pretending to smile, i just sit in the shower or the rain and cry everything out... at least no one will know i'm crying... then u went out for supper with her... i'm not sure if i'm jealous or sad or angry or i dono... just hurts me alot knowing u two are together and i'm the hopeless one waiting and keeping quiet here... i still remember last time when i told you that aaron and my relationship was underground, u said since its so hard for him to tell everyone that we're together, why not just break up then he don have to hide here and there so suffering... now i just feel like covering my head with a pillow and scream lol... but for yours and my sake, i'll continue keeping quiet, continue waiting, continue hoping.... come to think of it... i dono what will happen in april... i rejected 4 schools ady... gotta answer to the board this weekend... probably gonna get punishment... but nvm :) as long as we're together, nothing else matters... i love you lao gong muacks muacks
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