If only you knew...

How i wished so much that you know how much it hurts me deep down inside loving you... imagine you were me... knowing that the girl you love cant be with you... and will be slping with another guy every night... do you know how painful it is?... i doubt you know... there are many many things i want to tell you... but it wouldnt change anything... you're getting married with her... and i'm just left all alone here by myself... after meeting you... i'll proceed with my great escape... this time it has to work... it must not fail... or else, there wouldnt be a second chance... sure i will miss alot of things... but its the only way... i don have a choice... i have to leave this place to forget all the memories inside... i just hope you're happy... as long as you're happy... i will be happy for you... i'll be here waiting... just waiting for you...